miss having him around

i am still coughing as hard. proved that the medicines given are not working but worked on him. we both seems like suffering from TB. coughing non stop. in cabs... shopping malls... everywhere... coughing and starings from people... it was so bad that we are being offered mints twice by cab drivers, once at starhub shop. it prove another thing or rather two. singaporeans are still kind souls and because they are still as kia-si, of gems. hahaha... whatever. any remedies for me?

i miss him. in a way, i feel part of me away, faraway from me. whenever i look at certain things, it reminds me of him. him away from me, him away with someone else. are you thinking and missing me? he told me he miss me with tears in his eyes, he say i tried so hard to stay away all day and all night. he felt so distance from me. and sometimes, he feel cold in his heart. me too... but what to do. which path we choose, one party will be the victim. i choose to go... its not easy. its not comfortable. its very hard. its very awful. its very lonely. but i choose to be.

HIS birthday is just 4days away. its the first time, i am racking my brain, what should i buy. first time in 7 years. its not that i am miserable, but i am not able to make up my mind. yes i am super duper fickled minded, super duper bad decision maker, and a super duper lousy partner.

wallet? he is using LV
watch? he is wearing rolex
hp? he got a nokia and sony ericsson
jeans? he got 2 pair of levis
tee shirt? he just got 3 new ones
shirt? he got plenty good ones at marks and spencer from autograph
shoes? plenty. nike, adidas. converse
name card holder? he bought but chunk it aside already

what else???

this month is a month of love, joy and peace. its xmas again! and soon we are counting down to new year. 2008! i am looking forward to xmas, receiving pressies and yup to a better year ahead.

this week is a enjoyable week. celebrate claudine and terrence birthday.

we have a good laugh, good chat over our food at Marche and coffee.
at pacific coffee company, i had a ice hazelnut latte. so so ... i admit i am choosy but nothing to be commented on. but the atmosphere are great! cooling, comfy seats and good view.

** Marche - 10% off for citibank credit card holder **

Terrence birthday, we went to eat at a indian eatery near paradiz and headed for drinks at The Labyrinth (at middle road) . another great place to hang out with friends and colleagues after a lousy day at work. we have fun singing,talking cock and the dice game. hahaha...

then on saturday, me, terrence and aaron went to hunt for our gift for the department gift exchange. the three of us got the similar things but in 3 different colours! pink -mine, terrence- yellow and brown - aaron. its so sweet and cute looking, the appearance is so temping. the 2 guys sent constant reminders, asking me not to open the presents, cos i am a butter fingers. hahaha... we have fun talking, making fun of each other and hunting for games and drinks! never thought that these 2 guys are hunting for cute looking presents. so girl lor! but they are my new found buddies who i can click with! love their companies. but the next time round lets be smarter leave earlier if we wana go changi village!

for the last 2 weeks i have been going out too often. everyone is complaining! i have to make time for my family liao.