If you do your best whatever happen would be for the best

oops!

I did it again! my blog template is gone. gone for good. i thought i was free and want to do some edit here and there to personalise it but... i did. deleted the whole damn thing. now it looks fresh, and empty!

i found a nice template, sweet and cute looking but something was wrong, the html codes are incorrect and i was not able to upload. nah bei! damn sian!

finally i was done with my christmas shopping and the whole wrapping process. phew! but as i was pushing the unused wrappers up on the shelve, i realise i had left over from last year, 3 brand new ones -_-

luckily wrappers are cheap.

he told me, tomorrow he is buying a coach bag for me as a xmas gift. went online to view but i feel the pinch. is it worth it? anyway, this is the forth time he mentioned he wanted to buy it for me, so let him be lor.

shall wait and see...

the feeling of thinking and missing one, is terrible...

worse when you are not able to show or reveal your feelings...

bad when you know its totally impossible...

disturbing when you dont know how the other person feel...

awful when you like someone yet you tried to hold it back...

- SO -

its better to be loved than love.

i am in a nasty situation. horrible horrible horrible...

i hate the feeling, dangling in the air. no security, no support. i am not talking about ill fitting bra!

hahaha... anyway being in a relationship with the right one is like us girls found a fitting and comfortable bra.

i want a stable life with someone i like.

and i wish that will be you.

sharing bits and pieces of my life, parts and parcels.

share my happiness, my saddness, my everything.

i wish to include you in my life. i wish to see you leading life happily.

wish to see you laughing and smiling every single day.

wish you could live life like fairy tale.

US happily ever after